PP Press is to release a new book in early february...
title: CREATE ABUNDANCE 《创造丰盛》
author: Zhang Xinyue 张馨月
translator: Yuan Changming 袁昌明
publisher: PP Press (ISBN:978-0-9919298-3-2)
the original chinese version of this book was published by huaxia press (beijing) in 2012 and has gone into the 4th edition ever since. popular as it is among chinse readers, this book is one of the 6 authored thus far by Ms Zhang Xinyue, a highly inspiring and influential spiritual leader who, with a master's degree in world economics, has hundreds of thousands of students or close followers in mainland china, korea, taiwan and japan.
this book is about how to achieve/live an 'abundant' life through spiritual cultivation. as i understand it, such an 'abundant' life is characterized by physical and psychological health as well as materialistic success.
this is the first non poetry book PP Press is to publish. be that as it may, this book has much poetry in among the words. categorized as a 'body, mind and spirit' book, this work will be the first among Ms Zhang's to be published in english.
PP Press will publish this book bilingually, both in english and chinese, so that whoever interested in learning chinese or english can hopefully use it as a 'text' book.
PP Press is now working with a well-established printer in china. we plan to print 30,000 copies to begin with. with little knowledge about printing, i have to spend a lot of time on the details and actually am going through a lot of frustrating technical hassles
hope everything will turn out as planned...
Monday, 17 November 2014
Tuesday, 4 November 2014
updates:changming's 'mindscaping' released
- just to release the autumn issue of poetry pacific, i terminated my sojourn as well as the treatments of my neck and knee problems in my native home in china and returned to vancouver a few hours ago: i thought i could do everything online as here, but it turned out i could not even google in china. as a result, i have a huge pile of snailmails and emails to cope with...
- to my happy surprise, my third chapbook mindscaping has already been published by fowlpox press at http://issuu.com/fowlpoxpress/docs/pdfeditionyuanlandscape - 40 page long;
- 20 individual poetry acceptances (while i was in china, hospitalized for a week), including criterion, cincinnati review, literature today, spry, straight forward poetry...
- translation work (from chinese into english) create abundnace finalized, ready to turn in to the author after recovering a bit from my jetleg within this week;
- 6 pp pushcart nominations for 2014 to be snailmailed out in a few minutes;
- getting ready to launch pp (3.3) tomorrow morning;
- just posted chinese blog mini essays;
- terribly busy...
- to my happy surprise, my third chapbook mindscaping has already been published by fowlpox press at http://issuu.com/fowlpoxpress/docs/pdfeditionyuanlandscape - 40 page long;
- 20 individual poetry acceptances (while i was in china, hospitalized for a week), including criterion, cincinnati review, literature today, spry, straight forward poetry...
- translation work (from chinese into english) create abundnace finalized, ready to turn in to the author after recovering a bit from my jetleg within this week;
- 6 pp pushcart nominations for 2014 to be snailmailed out in a few minutes;
- getting ready to launch pp (3.3) tomorrow morning;
- just posted chinese blog mini essays;
- terribly busy...
[archived]: Trioscape by Yuan Changming Yuan ©
Trioscaping
Changming Yuan
Landscaping
Seasonscape: A Module Poem
Spring: like a
raindrop
on a small
lotus leaf
unable to
find the spot
to settle
itself down
in an
early autumn shower
my little
canoe drifts around
near the horizon
beyond the bare bay
Summer: in her
beehive-like room
so small
that a yawning stretch
would
readily awaken
the whole
apartment building
she draws
a picture on the wall
of a
tremendous tree
that keeps
growing
until it
shoots up
from the
cemented roof
Autumn: not unlike a
giddy goat
wandering
among the ruins
of a long
lost civilization
you keep
searching
in the
central park
a way out
of the tall weeds
as nature
makes new york
into a
mummy blue
Winter: after the storm
all dust
hung up
in the
crowded air
with his
human face
frozen
into a dot of dust
and a
rising speckle of dust
melted
into his face
to avoid
this cold climate
of his
antarctic dream
he
relocated his naked soul
at the
dawn of summer
Beyond the Blue
there is no borderline
between sea and sky
waves are pushing their colors
up towards the air, bloating
their calls and songs to bold
changing shapes
it is a world within nature
presenting itself, or what
cannot be represented elsewhere
separated from the mind
the frame always trying to capture
a few fish swimming in the waters
Sun Setting above the Sea
Like an all-faced fisherman
Too excited about a long day’s catch
The sun eagerly drags its net of light
Bigger than the universe itself
Onto the thickening skyline
Leaving behind nothing glittering with fish scales
In the shadow of night
Ritual
A seagull glides
Its motionless
Graceful glide
Above a million freshly foamed waves
From this realm
You hear the gull
As all birds are
Little is definitely impossible
Sea View
However winds blow
All waves keep pushing forward
Towards the shore
Only the light rays at sunset
Retreating to the ocean’s heart
Like a flock of pigeons
Returning to their cage
Nightscape
You saw the clouds near the skyline
Drifting around in an earthly dance
You hear the evening clearing its throat
As if to address a huge crowd
Close to your dream explodes around
The heavy metal music of the inner city
When high above the streets
The moon flees like a startled seagull
Drifting around in an earthly dance
You hear the evening clearing its throat
As if to address a huge crowd
Close to your dream explodes around
The heavy metal music of the inner city
When high above the streets
The moon flees like a startled seagull
Spring Scenery
As the morning fog
Stalks away on its fluffy feet
All boughs
Unanimously agree
To take action
By bursting themselves
With dripping green buds
Little dimples
In myriads
Across the widely smiling face
Of spring
Tree and Flower
tender and charming
peach blossoms fallen
into a transparent dream
on the unmowed lawn
whose snoring disturbs
the wakening leaves
i would like to give them
a melodious kiss
but I cannot—
i am the peach tree
still still
Crows in the Sunlight
Soon after their dreamless roosting
The crows on the boughs begin to look up
Some ready to fly, some to land
Beyond the darkest moments of last night
Disturbed by their calls, a solitary squirrel
Climbing down the tree, crossing the fence
To a pasture no greener than the leaves
But there is certainly more sunshine
More photosynthesizing, under the golden film
As I walk past, neither the crows
Nor the squirrel bothers to notice my presence
Why should they be startled away? It is me
Trespassing a new territory between day and night
Where the crows hide their night-dyed feathers
Mushroom
With neither dignity
Of a canopy
Nor myth
Of an aureole
Your cap is simply too small
Your stem too short
Your geared-bones too tender
Yet your fleshy body has inspired
Myriads of umbrellas
To shield gods and humans alike
Against rain or heat
Against history
Summer Scenery
The galley of an unknown author’s work
In a fully justified format:
Every stark hill italicized
Every glaring lake capitalized
With no single tree misspelled
Or single flower misplaced
Again and yet again, the sun has
Proofread the text
With all its attention
And
Found everything just ready to go
At Sunrise in Summer
You leap from the valley
Like an infant newly delivered
Your umbilical cord just cut off
From mother universe
To establish your own
Circulation of bloody light
Why not get up and open
Every skylight on the roof
Turning on the sun’s big tap
To take a morning shower
And cleanse all the darkness
Accumulated on our skins
tattooed by the night?
Corn
A whole body of teeth
Nothing but teeth
To chew the passing summer
We bite off from you
All the pearl-like memories
Tinged with sunlight
A hard but juicy kiss
Sunflower
To demonstrate their heliotropism
They all keep saluting
To the summer sun, constantly moving
But at this private spot
You alone refuse to flatter light during the day
Bow towards the east at night
Even take a look beyond the foggy fields
Close to the fence between day and night
You hold your head high, trying
To mould every little conception
Into a silver bullet aimed at Venus
Autumn Scenery
between two sharp chest ribs
of an isolated birch
skeleton
dusk-dyed and wind-carved
hung still on an invisible
wall
comes to perch an ageing crow
whose bold beak holds a
cold
and pale prophesy old
with all withered leaves
palette-cut
blowing towards gates and doors
like the fliers sent
randomly
from an alien chain store
Stream Moonset in Autumn
Close your eyes
Stay still
And you can feel
The moon’s silver needles
Softly pointed
Penetrating tranquility
Into your head, hand and heart
Like Chinese acupuncture
Flying balmy filaments
At you and me alike
Although ten thousand miles apart
Open your eyes
The light is streamwater
Spattering down from heaven
Upon your shaded shoulders
Whirling up and splashing about
Into stars, if you can
Catch just one droplet
Hurling it into the backyard
Out of the broken window
Of your fenced mind
The symphony of night
Tender
Pumpkins
Arhats
squatting around in a foggy field
squatting around in a foggy field
each flushed with protests
against frost coming all too soon
against frost coming all too soon
Buddha puts you there
to guard an entire season
but we will relocate you
to guard our rented houses
to guard an entire season
but we will relocate you
to guard our rented houses
the last of a fast-fading landscape
the last to ripen
the last to ripen
Dandelion
As the wind rises
Again
We begin to wander
Once more
With all our white
And fluffy wishes
Across an unwelcoming land
With no definite direction
No hope of settling down
Among inhabitants of
Hollow Hills
Except the willful wind
Until we collapse
Into soundless seeds
When suddenly caught
By a bone of grass
In the Twilight
As the night began to dye the whole day
With its long and dark
shadows
The man and his dog bowed over the huge tub
Of an
autumn evening
Their faces
becoming greyer
Like two sparrows pecking with leisure
At the few dregs of
sunlight
Left over
on the lawn
All
worn out
Sorghum
Swarms of baby bees
Attracted to the head of every sugar cane
All busy sucking the sweet from mother earth
Or collecting sunlight for a rainy day
Far beyond the fields of late summer
They stand tall above evening arrays
As if to salute the new crescent moon
Like red reeds, with red seeds
Poppies
Each pair of round lips
Cut right in the middle
Bleeding so boldly
In a foggy fields
Nobody to kiss
Nobody to talk with
All like blood-skirted pasts
Painted thickly close to the heart
Winter Scenery: The Black Bird
so little triggers
off
a black bird
the nexus of antithesis
foiled with snow
light
to fly into the vast history of
gray
so little triggers
off
a black bird
the nexus of antithesis
foiled with snow
light
to fly into the vast history of
gray
Winter Sleep
between padded sheets
i envelope both
my senses and soul
and stamp my naked body
with a gear-edged dream
put into the big mailbox of
night
and send my suppressed self
far away from home
to a strange place
unregistered
Wintry Willow
What a strangely familiar blizzard
That has blown your bare body
To the far end of the prairie
Standing stiff at the still cliff
You listen to the muted monologue of the valley
With all your hardened heart
Then and there, in the shape of the wind
You start to shake off your silver branches
Like a huge skeletal seagull beating its wings wildly
Eager to flap into the northern lights
Ode to Huyang Tree
in the most remote corner
of the wild wild west of
china
along the sharpened edges
of the great gobi
beyond the surging waves
hostile to humans and
animals alike
where even the dry wind is choked
with sand dying of
thirst
you are the only life form
with leaves green and shady
standing firmly alone
with no dignity
but full of pride
you are little known to foreign visitors
who find it hard to
pronounce your true name
nor do you even have a definition
in the dictionary of
colonists
yet among the native uighurs
you are worshipped with wonder
as a living legend:
you do not die
until after one thousand years
you do not fall
one thousand years after your death
and you do not decay
one thousand years
long after you finally fall
At Zhangjiajie, A UNESCO Designated Nature Park
Slim, tall and sedate
In the fluffiest garments
Of no human design
Each hill stands like a female model
Trying to display her charm and dignity
As if in a grand fashion show or
Like a fairy maiden at a casual party
Lost in a game unknown to passers-by
Amidst the morning mists
Flirtatious expressions of summer hills
I indulge myself in fits of a lover’s impulses
To give every protruding rock a dry kiss
And every slender tree a huge hug
I cannot help feeling deeply embarrassed
When my allen asks: who are they, dad?
Slim, tall and sedate
In the fluffiest garments
Of no human design
Each hill stands like a female model
Trying to display her charm and dignity
As if in a grand fashion show or
Like a fairy maiden at a casual party
Lost in a game unknown to passers-by
Amidst the morning mists
Flirtatious expressions of summer hills
I indulge myself in fits of a lover’s impulses
To give every protruding rock a dry kiss
And every slender tree a huge hug
I cannot help feeling deeply embarrassed
When my allen asks: who are they, dad?
Confucian Gentility: Floral Haiku
Orchid: Deep in the
valley
Alone on
an obscure spot
You bloom
none the less
Lotus: From foul
decayed silt
You shoot
clean against the sun
Never
pollutable
Mum: Hanging on and
on
Even when
wishes wither
You keep
flowering
Plum: Your brave
bold blood dropped
As though
to melt all world’s snow
Before
spring gathers
Sightseeing at Harrison Lake
under a wishful willow
on the bench's bare back
are awkwardly carved
many names, initials, heartshapes
some densely isolated
others thinly connected
with plus or equal signs
making a whole new monument
a tortured totem of
tourism
unoccupied, probably reserved
there's no sudden heat of hope
or quick burial of burned burins
yet like a huge fish fossilized
sitting still in open solitude
towards the hills drifting beyond
as if to wait at the waterfront
for the long lost syllables
stranded below the
setting sun
Animal Virtue
1
in the big mouth
of an african alligator
open wide as broad daylight
a little nameless bird
is pecking joyfully
with leisure and pleasure
at his tooth slit
as if flirting with her bulky lover
trying to protect her
against the sun
burning flesh and earth
2
around the old
weak, sick and disabled
as well as innocent colts
the zebras get ready to build
a circle of wall
with their naked bodies
each time a lion looms
and waits for his first chance
to prey on one of the unlucky
3
alone and quietly
the doomed elephant
the once strongest of the rain forest
retreats deeper and deeper
into the limberlost of distances
struggling to die somewhere
in an unknown corner
far beyond the tusking territory
of his silent survivors
to keep their hope alive
The Cycle of A Life
The Cycle of A Life
The Egg: roundish,
yellowish
Like a
morning dewdrop
Hanging on
the east side of
An unknown
leaf, ready
To be
hatched out
By the
warm sunlight
Of late
spring
The Larva: with stripes and
patches
So
fashionable as a fancy garment
Designed
by the newest summer god
You keep
wriggling, wriggling
Towards the heat
of south
As if to
display your pride
Over your
colored being
The Pupa: Unlike a south
China cicada
Trying to
slough off its old self
For a
different song of the west wind
You wrap up your
outer life
With your
innermost thoughts
About reaping
sorghum
In the far fields
of autumn
The Imago: As colored
snowflakes
Beat their
wings
Against
northern dreams
You forget
whether you
Are the
butterfly, or the
Butterfly
is you among
White
wintry wishes
Mindscaping
Directory of Directions: A
Module Poem
North: after the storm
all dust hung up
in the crowded air
with his human face
frozen into a dot of
dust
and a rising speckle
of dust
melted into his face
to avoid this cold
climate
of his antarctic dream
he relocated his naked
soul
at the dawn of summer
South: like a raindrop
on a small lotus leaf
unable to find the
spot
to settle itself down
in an early autumn
shower
my little canoe drifts
around
near the horizon
beyond the bare bay
Center: deep from the
thick forest
a bird’s call echoes
from ring to ring
within each tree
hardly perceivable
before it suddenly
dies off into the
closet
of a noisy human mind
West: not unlike a giddy goat
wandering among the
ruins
of a long lost
civilization
you keep searching
in the central park
a way out of the tall
weeds
as nature makes new
york
into a mummy blue
East: in her beehive-like room
so small that a
yawning stretch
would readily awaken
the whole apartment building
she draws a picture on
the wall
of a tremendous tree
that keeps growing
until it shoots up
from the cemented
roof
My Crow
As an ancient Chinese saying goes
Crows everywhere are equally black
But this one in the backyard of my heart
Is as white as a summer cloud
I have fed him with fog and frost
Until his feathers, his flesh
His calls and even his spirit
All turned into white like winter washed
My crow’s wings will never melt
Even when flying close to the sun
South China Cicada
no human ear has ever heard
of you
cloistering yourself deep in the soil
silently sucking
all sounds from roots
for more than thirteen years in a row
until high up on a summer painted twig
you slough off your earthly
self
pouring all your being in a single song
before the sun sets
for the yellow leaf
Bow and Arrow
For a whole decade of
Delays and detours
You have failed after all
To find the golden bow
Yet you still hold this arrow
Close to your heart
Ready to draw it
As straight as a day dream
At the setting summer sun
Fossil Fish
not every fish can
transform into a fossil
not every fossil
can be found fulfilled
yet unfortunately favored
by the formidable fate
i am a fossil
that used to be a fish
to avoid being drowned
in my own blue dreams
i swam, swum, and swimming
with the weeping
wind
against the sweeping waves
until at a hot moment of
spot
i became fossilized
my skeleton is my story
simple
My Crow, My Other Life
Every morning, even before I open
My eyes, the little doors of the cage
My crow cannot wait to flutter out
Into the light-washed heavens
Striking its transparent wings into beating
Every night, even after I put
The cage back inside my cozy house
The bird still glides close to the moon
With its wings feathered with spirits
Forgetting to return home
Sometimes I wonder why
Day after day, night after night
It refuses to settle softly in its cage
Like a domesticated parrot
Were I it, would I?
Or you, once the cage broken
Would the bird return
Coo itself into sleep, dreaming
Of celestial freedom?
Name Changing
Confucius once said
If the name is not right
Language will carry no might
So my father created my name
By rearranging the sun and moon
Vertically and horizontally
To equip it with all
The forces of yin and yang
Dispersed in the universe
Since I became subject
To a totally different grammar
All people have complained
Or made fun of my name
So harsh and awkward
They conspire to seduce me
To adopt a familiar one
Like Michael in the powerful speech
But to retain the subtle balances
In the wild wild world I wander
To hold my father’s sunbeam
With my mother’s moonlight
I fiercely refuse to change it
Even though I often feel lost
When the sounds I hear
Do not sound like my name at all
Dancing with Crane
I show her how to move her steps
But she’s much too timid
Worse still, she cannot coordinate with my movements
And
Although she dances with me, to an unheard melody
It’s her own music she’s dancing to
She likes the way I hold her
And
Even lets me kiss her shoulder from time to time
so richly white and velvety
But she always keeps me at bill’s length
Each time I come closer
She backs off with a glaring scream
What have I done so wrong?
What is in her mind?
Jumping off the stage
She shows her best, which is a scarlet crest
Like plum petals blown onto the wall of west
I beg her to return
And
So she did, but only to depart from me again
Outside the spotlight
She begins to beat her wide wings against my blue wishes
Her eyes sparkling, as if saying to me
I have my neck and legs
Both too thin and too long
to be your partner here
In this cage-like hall
And
Worse still, she’s much too timid
Sowing After “Digging”
Above an empty sheet of
paper
With lines like the thin ridges
In an open fallow
field
My snug pen squats
As if waiting in ambush
Below my window, my father’s shaking shadow
Is shrinking slowly but surely
Into a focus
constantly adjusted
By the noon sun of spring
As he scatters some strange
seeds
Over the soil like salted brown rice
He has been preparing since
last winter
By god, the old man enjoys
sowing
Even more than
his old man
My grandfather died at the
age of 29
In a hilly village in central china
He had cast every drop of
his soiled sweat
Onto a field not belonging to himself
It is said that he reaped
little in autumn
Nor did he really care about
reaping
Like a bridegroom planting
his plump sperm deep
In
his bride’s virgin field on a mid-summer night
I am now sowing, with my pen
Ischemia
In my line of people, especially on my father’s side
There never seems to have been ample blood
Running within the arteries behind our Chinese chests
No matter how warm-hearted we actually are
As in the case of my father, who used to
Accuse me of being an ill-hearted teenager
My heart muscle is imbalanced
As one side is less infused with blood
Than the other, thus causing palpitation
Short breath, and a strong sense of
Tightness, heaviness or tiredness about life
To diagnose my cardiovascular
defection
Neither an echo nor a stress test is needed
For I am keenly aware of my own doomed
Arteries that have been clotted
With too many syllables
Voiced or voiceless
And to make all these sounds flow out of my heart
Is already stressful enough
Nevertheless, I will keep pumping out these words
All so blood-soaked
Me & Them
First, they looked but without seeing
So, I began to yell in a yellow voice
Then, they listened but without hearing
So, I cooked according to a Chinese recipe
Still, they smelt but without tasting
So, I melt myself into spring water
Finally, they touched but without feeling
So, I began to tattoo words on my own heart
Single Last Sale
You’ve long since sold out
Both your sweat and blood
Now you try to sell your heart
Though nobody wants it
Some say the blood is not red enough
Others find the chambers too narrow
Still others think the coronary arteries
Stained with too many feelings
You peddle around, chanting aloud
From street to street
With your heart still fresh
Beating like a frog in your hands
You hope to sell it for a glass of water
Just to cool down your burning voice
So you do not have to sell your soul
Like all other hawkers in the market
Well satiated, but hardly heart-felt
Day & Night
The day has no ears
The heart but a myriad
The noises glare
Where life’s grievance begins
The night has no eyes
The mind but a myriad
The shadows collide
When your spirit bites at the light
Uncertainty
Just as the shadow beyond the light
Is fictional, and fictional is
The word on the paper or screen
So is this hand also fictional
That writes from the heart of the night?
All the feelings swarmed together
What I meditated, flows
I wonder if this life of mine
Is posthumous before the birth
Of a refracted metaphor?
Light vs Shadow
Was it the shadow?
Was it the shadow beyond?
Was it the shadow beyond the shadow?
Still fell the thick night,
When the heart blocked the light.
Yes, it is light!
It is light within!
It is light within light!
Loud sweeps the morning glow,
Where the mind has no shadow.
Butterfly Being: Zhuangzi Revisited
Neither a human
Dreaming of being a butterfly
Nor a butterfly
Dreaming of being a human
But simply a moth egg
Attached firmly
To a yellowish leave
Within the human mind
Or perhaps the other way around
Am I?
Replacing
Running short of bulbs
I planted some root words instead
Along the fence
In the backyard of my mind
All winter
They seemed dreaming under the frozen soil
When the last dews fly away
You will see certain three-colored tulips
Blooming aloud
Towards the early summer sun
White Calls
How many times
Have you lain in thick darkness
Imagining a white crow
That you wish to see
Or rather to be
Not until the other morning
Did you hear a wild bird crying
Like a persistent knock
At the door of your heart
Beyond your curtained window
Beyond your curtained dream
It was a crow hammering all its white yaws
Right into your soul
Resonating with your truer selfhood
The Worn Worm
This is a transparent creature
Gnawing at the tiny roots
Of my withering senses
Before it becomes a chrysalis
Buried deep in my heart’s soil
Then it tries to climb out
Sucking all the fresh dews
Held long in my staring eyes
Before it begins to beat
Its blue wings against the
frog
Then it will fly away
On a cloudless day
Chronometry
I kissed your morning
With mine, and held
Your night closely with mine too
Between your spring and autumn
I lay my summer
Deep in winter
From your January through February
To your March, I wrap your April and May
With my June and July
Within your August
I use my September or October
To caress both your November and December
And right from your moment
I suck my whole year
Wintry Vision
Two little crows
Popping up
From nowhere
Try to
Establish themselves:
Two truths
On the skeletal tree top
Yawing fiercely
Towards the sky, the wind, the buildings
The fields and the entire afternoon
All so fluffy white
In jade-toned snow
The Crow and the Butterfly
you like the crows in your backyard
other birds are much less plain
but they fly too high
or too far for your heart
stranded here
you envy the butterfly in your frontyard
The most beautiful
thought also most lonely
As the spring sets
under her floral wings
Chameleon
-- when it looks in a mirror, what color does it have?
constantly
changing your skin color
with light
temperature
or emotion
they know it for sure
but isn’t it
their eyes
changing
with their minds
their hearts
their tongues
longer even than yours
we are actually colorless
aren’t we?
The Unseen
Most ignore such things
As dirt, rock or trees
That make up the collective pronoun
The pronoun is all
Before you open your eyes
All is there
And there you may perceive
Your whole world in them
Out of their shapes
Their colors, their textures
Their statues
You construct an open garden
To concentrate upon
That patch of nature
Never confined to the human mind
Secret Spirit
for years I sought light in darkness
with my eyes open wide as my mouth
I called, I sang, I prayed, I pleaded
for rays that might come down from above
now I seek darkness in light instead
with my ears closed tight as my eyes
yet I cannot find a shred of my soul's
with my eyes open wide as my mouth
I called, I sang, I prayed, I pleaded
for rays that might come down from above
now I seek darkness in light instead
with my ears closed tight as my eyes
yet I cannot find a shred of my soul's
shadow, even in a midnight dream
If U Can’t See Me, I Can’t See U
(sign at the back
of a truck)
Outside the picture, if you can’t see me, I can’t see you
Under a pile of words, if you can’t see me, I can’t see you
Behind a big truck, if you can’t see me, I can’t see you
That is, since I drive in front of you
If you want to pass but can’t see me in
My driver’s seat, or in my front rear mirror, you are
In my blind spot, so don’t follow me too closely, don’t
Try to pass me, but stay calm behind my shadow
Otherwise you would kiss my big ass in a bloody way
And so, when you communicate
Wait and make sure you see the right person first –
That’s for your own safety, pal
When you are cursing, singing, dancing, playing or fighting
It’s best to have the real person in view:
If she can’t kiss you, you can’t kiss her
If you can’t put up with me, I can’t put up with you
If fame can’t grow out of you, you can’t grow out of fame
If money can’t find you, you can’t find money
If the politician can’t trust you really, you really can’t trust the
politician
Look, what I point out is, if you can’t see me, I can’t see you
Whether it is in a book, at a cemetery, on a plane, or behind a truck
Drive safe, you asshole.
Drawing the Dragon
There was a contest
Once
For the most faithful representation
Of loong
(Or the Chinese dragon)
In England
An inflated Satan
Or was it Sua proper
Came to squat among
The letters
Then stroke by stroke, again
It rose right
Upon
Each slate of white
Mind
The Mouse, A Mouse
if the little mouse became
as boundless as the sky as it wishes
the sky would become
as free as a cloud
the cloud
as powerful as a wind
and if the wind became
as unshakable as a wall
the wall would become
as penetrating as a mouse
and the little mouse
a mouse
Wordscaping
Immigration
To escape from the tyrannical logic
Of your mother tongue
You wandered, wandering
Through earth’s length and
breadth
Subjecting your old self to
another syntax
A whole set of grammatical rules
Strangely new to your
lips and tips
To expand the map of your
mind
Far beyond your home and
haven
Yet in the meantime it becomes colonized
By all the puzzling
paradoxes
Of this chosen language, for
example:
Quicksand can be very
slow
Boxing rings are in fact
square
And a guinea pig is
neither a pig
Nor is it from Guinea
Like you or me
Yellow Comedy
Using my yellow tail
I yellow-swam
From the Yellow River
As a yeast of the yellow peril
Against the yellow alert
In yellow journalism
With a yellow hammer
And a yellow sheet
I yielded to the yellow metal
At a yellow spot
¼ million yards away from Yellowknife
People call me yellow jack
Some hailed me as a yellow dog
When I yelped on my yellow legs
To flee from the yellow flu
Speaking Yerkish* like a yellow warbler
I have composed many yellow pages
For a yeasty yellow book
To be published by the yellow press
Don’t panic, I yell low.
* An artificial language developed for experimental communication
between humans and chimpanzees.
Sell Liberation of Words’ Worth
Although with a broken pen soul
I am not writing tear ably or pointlessly
on the new clear issue for the magazine
run by a non-prophet society
set up on the basis of its members’ lie ability
To me, an operation would not secure but mean
a sentence to the peace in that infected area
As a banana author, I may lack a peel
but it is rarely better to turn left than to be all right
To avoid a rest, I’ve de sided to go fast on a weak day
then I will call my sun to rice in the mourning
after he falls in love at the first site
In deed, if we give the act an inch
it would become a ruler. Just like a life guard
I hope to keep all the buoys in line
With a film-like memory yet to be developed
I try to keep my head above the water
as I swim for word, yet I have no interest in the bank
Unlike a lawyer who may be debarred or a model
to be deposed, I’ll never become a poet to be decomposed
nor do I allow my train of thaw derailed; rather
I will commit sue side by continuing
to write worse or move in verse
Word Collage: A Politically Correct Poem
According
to a poll conducted worldwide in 2008, these are the 50 “most beautiful English
words.”
Mother of Passion, Smile
In love for eternality and fantastic destiny
At freedom or liberty
With tranquility or peace
In blossoms and sunshine
On the sweetheart gorgeous
To cherish enthusiasm, hope and grace
Under rainbow blue
Like sunflowers twinkling in serendipity
With bliss and lullabies
Beyond the sophisticated renaissance, cute and cozy
Under butterflies from the galaxy
At this hilarious moment beyond extravaganza
Against aqua sentiment
In a cosmopolitan bubble
Above pumpkins, bananas and lollipops
As bumblebees giggle
About paradoxes and delicacies
Despite the peek-a-boo behind an umbrella
Beside a kangaroo
Word Vogue: Another Politically Correct Poem
According to
Global Language Monitoring (2009), the following words have appeared most
frequently on flat and e/media over the past decade.
Global warming, with
9/11, before
Obama, through
Bailout, for
Evacuees, from
Derivatives, via
Google, behind
Surge, against
Chinglish, till
Tsunami
In No Sense, In A Sense
You are
in ascent;
I am to have
inner scent;
She is already
in a cent;
Aren’t we all
innocent?
Light vs Shadow
Was it the shadow?
Was it the shadow beyond?
Was it the shadow beyond the shadow?
Still fell the thick night,
When the heart blocked the light.
Yes, it is light!
It is light within!
It is light within light!
Loud sweeps the morning glow,
Where the mind has no shadow.
An Apocrypha of A
As the first born to the Semitic family
A was originally a
picture of an alef or ox, the
Agricultural energy that was rotated twice until
Alpha loomed up in the Greek psychoscape even before
Adam became the chosen father of all Europeans close to
Athens, where Apollo had acupunctured wisdom and knowledge into
Aristotle, the intellectual ancestor of modern man, who inspired
Alexander to make the first effort of globalization, which did not
reach East
Asia, the land of Ah Q’s, the largest hotel for
All travelers until centuries later, but it is
Atomic bombs that will blow up all our pasts and send us through
America to a higher civilization, where the drop of an
Apple is to enable us to fly to the other side of the universe
Along the cosmic string as
Africa, the heart of human darkness
Awaits for Buddha, Jesus, Allah or
An other unknown author to come and rotate for the third time
A scarlet letter of
A
Spelling Test
Happy
Happy is the baby who picks and plays with a plain bottle among all the
fancy toys
Happy
Successful
The dog is successful when it finds the bone it wants to chew
Successful
Love
If we love animals, they will love plants in return
Love
Peace
When mice begin to enjoy playing with cats, there will be peace
Peace
Healthy
Children are healthy as long as they are eating, running and giggling
Healthy
The Banishment of First Person Singular
always capitalized
seldom in lower case
the only pro-form of my
entire being
coded in my chosen
language
impressive indeed
pronounced with a sole loud vowel
spelt in a powerful personal
letter
without differentiating
the sex
or even an actual
human antecedent
unavoidable and irremovable
you are equally assumed in a sentence
either by a murmuring
illiterate voice
or by a widely
published phd pen
alas, if only the syntax could
hide or spare my humble
self
sometimes
Etymology of Love
It is perfectly easy:
All you need to do is
To separate ‘be’
From the intended act
Or take out the first letter
From the ‘glove’
[on your personality]
or simply press
and thus cover
the ‘g’ [spot with
Your whole being
Bare]
Dangling Modifiers
to write your dead past
into a living essay
this chapter should be read
with your eyes and mind
both widely open
by perusing or pursuing
such perfectly bound books
all the essential rules
can easily be learned
about their sophisticated syntaxes
taking notes with all her attention
the idiomatic usages
of her adopting language
will be mastered well
over a small spot of time
heavily loaded with grammar
his whole being is
an isolated adverbial
often meant to modify
the wrong logical subject
Another Impasse
Writing from Vancouver West
To my former friends in China
I always feel hesitant
Whether to or not to use
The first person singular pronoun
As in ‘I do not really think so!’
Time and time again, they have
Unnecessarily reminded me of
The biggest difference in language
Between the east and the west:
“There in English you always
Spell your favourite word ‘I’
In big bold italic upper case, however
Here we have really rarely
Employed the word even in poetry”
In their writing practice (probably too long)
They either drop the pronoun or replace it
With many an impersonal thing like:
The present writer, the
writing subject
The unlearned, the uncouth
one
The old person/body, the
little human/one
The
trivial/insignificant/unmentionable
The president/manager/[ ] proper
The person per se, or more
precisely:
[Your] inferior, [your]
subordinate
[Your] stupid
husband/brother/son
[Your] foolish
wife/sister/daughter
[Your] humble [ ], or less humbly:
As [your]
father/mentor/lord…
Instead of standing up for an unmasked person
‘I’ should try to remain hidden like a taboo
In Chinese
Still Life
Blue blue, gray gray, green green
Fair fair, square square, light light
On a Rainy Day
You open, I
Close, or I
Open, you
Close, either
Your umbrella
Or mine
To keep
Both ourselves
Dry from
This cold
Rain, we
Have to
Share
The one
And the same
Umbrella, if
We must
Walk
Hand in hand
Behest Impressed
from a messed nest to a jest fest
with a blessed crest and a dressed breast
the pressed guest had best detest
molest or invest in a west quest
for the chest of zest
in the assessed protest
against the test of pest
lest the rest vest
in the depressed or accessed
Collage of Voices
...did you
did you sight that
last night
a miraculous mirage
of sounds without bounds:
mishmash, hodgepodge-
jingling, jangling
tingling, tangling
chitchat, ticktack
clink clank, claptrap
riprap, syrupchirrup
hubble-bubble, hocus-pocus
like a symphony of cacophony
a cantata by the dead
all woven into a fine line of the mind
or a colored call
did you hear that?
The Cosmic Music
With your heart’s ear can you clearly hear
The sound from an unknown planet far beyond our galaxy
A few tender grasses whose deafening snoring has awakened a whole new
world
Where the souls of our relatives are traveling all in a hurry
As if to attend a spring gathering?
The Way Forward
Tick, ticktack, ticktock
A cloudy sound persists around
Looming lonely in the
lightless park
Waiting, wandering or hesitating
As so many of us have ceased
Groping our ways out of
dark
Hey, no more path appears
ahead
Someone kindly reminds the blind man
Thanks, but your warning is really off
the mark
Tick, ticktack, ticktock
His seeing rod rhyming with the unseen clock
Behind his faded footsteps
follows a fresh path
Chanson of a Chinaman*
ching chong, coolie
chink, shina, chonky
so was i called a dragon of barbarity
a born rogue holding laws of truth in deformity
because i ate rats, dogs, slugs and snakes
i began with anything but genes of true humanity
ching chong, coolie
chink, shina, chonky
so am i made a dead enemy of civility
a growing grotesque against the white reality
because i hate freedom as much as human rights
though i have the right to remain a human entity
ching chong, coolie
chink, shina, chonky
so will i be seen a species of non-conformity
a satan inflated beyond the borders of christianity
as long as i’m pig-eyed, crow-haired, the farthest other
i must be treated as a real demon only
* A parody on ‘A Chanson for Canton,’ published in Punch
(London: April 10, 1858), which offers a telling historical example
illustrative of the deeply-rooted and long-held western tendency to demonize
China as the farthest Other.
Fragile, Archaic China
Fragile, Archaic China
They listen to you
Surprisingly
Which china are you talking about?
They wondered
Which china are you talking about?
You certainly know
If you please… one accosted you
Which china on the rise? He demanded
You are referring to the ‘sleeping giant’ in the east
The fattening hog to be slaughtered and divided
The country with an elephant’s body
But a chick’s heart
All china out of fashion, he commented
Shrugging his non-colored shoulders
But which china? He persisted
Really antic stuff? China made in Jingde Town?
You really like china?
Blue china? Ming china?
Or perhaps Song china?
You coughed in good will
You realize something
China is interesting to see
Only for its long history
Lexical Tourism
(after Bill Holm’s
‘The Icelandic Language’)
You do not speak that language
Neither have you been to their country
But within the territory of our English vocabulary
You can easily find who they are:
They enjoy playing mahjong in a casino
They are afraid of typhoon
They kowtow to show their respect
They fight with kungfu skills
They believe in fengshui
And now they have
their own taikongnauts
From these lexical spots
Can you clearly sightsee how they live?
Media Warning
you have the right to remain silent
any sound you make here in public
can and will later or sooner be used
against you in a court of rule
even if it is nothing but a cough
a sneeze, a hiccup, or a fart
they are either clichés or noises
you also have the right to talk nonsense
any utterance you make in private
can and will be translated against you
according to the dictionary of democracy
your facial expression, your gesture
you body movement or your posture
may prove far from politically correct
you sure have the right to remain silent
unless your whole being is a word per se
Provincial Proverbs
An onion a day keeps the salesperson away
A grin a minute keeps the oak in spirit
A lie an hour keeps the chief in power
A wind a night keeps the mind light
A poem a week keeps the heart freak
A payroll a month keeps poverty at arm’s length
A trip a season keeps the dog in reason
A boss a year keeps the worker dear
A wedding a decade keeps the couple off headache
A big bang a century keeps the human world friendly
Sexual Slogans
A steak a day keeps the court away
A touch a minute keeps the body in spirit
A lie an hour keeps the chief in power
An injection a night keeps the mind light
A dinner a week keeps the heart freak
A honeymoon a month keeps the government at arm’s length
A trip a season keeps the dog in reason
A chef a year keeps the house dear
A wedding a decade keeps the couple off headache
The Black Bird
so little triggers
off
a black bird
the spot of synthesis
foiled with snow
light
to fly into the thick dictionary of
gray
Awaiting
There is a long wait of the passengers
For the detouring and delayed bus
And the wait of the wintry grasses
The wait of the legendary lion king
Before it preys upon a real baby zebra
And the wait of the summer sun deep in the nightmare
The wait of the orchid on the window ledge
The wait of the diamond in an unknown mine
And the wait where you stop and watch
And there is a wait of this darkness
Which you are going to compress into words
A wait that is to spread out thin on the blank paper
Unlike winter stars holding their light in light-years
The wait after you finish writing
And the longer wait then
Reading behind the Words
Behind the words is there no meaning squatting
Except a bold row of cheerful cherry trees
Standing tall in front of my half-fenced house
That bloom for two weeks in a year only
Between spring and summer
Behind the words is there no emotion hidden
But a pair of little unsung yellow birds
Popping up from nowhere
One has flown far away from home
The other still learning to fly close to the nest
Behind the words is there no metaphor explored
But a black and white photo of my parents
Who are hospitalized alternately in China
For the imbalance between yin and yang
A disease both blood-related
Politics vs Poetics
in a busy simile-like street
with masks of synecdoche and metonymy
so many metaphors are dancing wildly
that no oxymoron can elbow his way
through crowds of symbols and hyperboles
to his long lost friend paradox
trying to converse with a shy-looking allusion
after standing too long on tiptoes
between consonance and assonance
i become an internally-rhymed road plate
pointing towards the shiny euphony
with no onomatopoeia painted on my face
hardly visible beside the fast lane
Table of Contents
Landscaping
1. Seasonscape
2. Beyond the Blue
3. Sun Setting above
the Sea
4. Ritual
5. Sea View
6. Nightscape
7. Spring Scenery
8. Tree and Flower
9. Crow in the
Sunlight
10. Mushroom
11. Summer Scenery
12. At Sunrise in
Summer
13. Corn
14. Sunflower
15. Autumn Scenery
16. Stream Moonset in
Autumn
17. Pumpkins
18. Dandelion
19. In the Twilight
20. Sorghum
21. Poppies
22. Winter Scenery:
The Black Bird
23. Winter Sleep
24. Wintry Willow
25. Ode to Huyang
Tree
26. At Zhangjiajie, A
UNESCO Designated Nature Park
27. Sightseeing at
the Harrison Lake
28. Confucian
Gentility: Floral Haiku
29. Animal Virtue
30. The Cycle of a
Life
Mindscaping
1. Directory of Directions
2. My Crow
3. South China
Cicada
4. Bow and Arrow
5. Fossil Fish
6. My Crow, My Other
Life
7. Name Changing
8. Dancing with
Crane
9. Sowing after ‘Digging’
10. Ischemia
11. Me and Them
12. Single Last Sale
13. Day & Night
14. Uncertainty
15. Light vs Shadow
16. Butterfly Being:
Zhuangzi Revisited
17. Replacing
18. White Calls
19. The Worn Worm
20. Chronometry
21. Wintry Vision
22. The Crow and the
Butterfly
23. Chameleon
24. The Unseen
25. Secret Spirit
26. If U Can’t See
Me, I Can’t See U
27. Drawing the
Dragon
28. The Mouse, A
Mouse
29. Like Birds, Like
Humans
30. Within This Open
Bottle
Wordscaping
1. Immigration
2. Yellow Comedy
3. Sell Liberation
of Word’s Worth
4. Word Collage
5. Word Vogue
6. In No Sense, in a
Sense
7. Light vs Shadow
8. An Apocrypha of A
9. Spelling Test
10. The Banishment of
First Person Singular
11. Etymology of Love
12. Dangling Modifier
13. Another Impasse
14. Still Life
15. On a Rainy Day
16. Behest Impressed
17. Collage of Voices
18. The Cosmic Music
19. The Way Forward
20. Chanson of a
Chinaman
21. Fragile, Archaic
China
22. Lexical Tourism
23. Media Warning
24. Provincial
Proverbs
25. Sexual Slogans
26. The Black Bird
27. Awaiting
28. Reading behind
the Words
29. English
Irrationalities
30. Politics vs
Poetics
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